Graves’ Disease - Have it surgically removed, radioactive iodine or meds for life!

Rubes was 10 months when I was diagnosed with Graves’ Disease. Graves’ Disease is an autoimmune condition which means the body's immune system mistakes healthy cells for foreign invaders and attacks them. It causes the thyroid gland to produce too much thyroid hormone, which is called hyperthyroidism.

It is relatively easy to treat. But, if left untreated it can have serious consequences.

This all came to the fore after visiting my GP because I was a little worried about some of the things that I was feeling and experiencing. They could have been expected, but I wasn’t sure being first time mummy. It included significant weight loss (could be related to breast feeding, anxiety and not making time to eat), increased sweating (could be related to breast feeding), irregular heartbeat (could be related to feeling anxious), anxiety (being a first time mummy), loss in libido (being a mummy, working and frickin tired), no periods (breast feeding), etc.

Anyway, my Doctor said go and get some bloods taken, which resulted in him saying you need to see a specialist immediately. The results were worrying to him.

Off I went to see the specialist. He said ‘Well your results indicate that you have Graves and with the results as they are you need to start on medication immediately. We will have you on a plan for a few years and see how you respond. In the meantime, if you are still breast feeding you will need to stop and start the medication today’. All I could ask was, ‘what are you saying, I can no longer breastfeed my baby?’ Not, what does this actually mean or what are the long-term implications, etc. No more breastfeeding!! Heartbroken.

Rubes had only ever had my milk. And, although, she was used to taking a bottle being a day-care, the bottle was my milk and in the morning and evenings she was still on my boob… I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

I know breastfeeding for a lot of women can be difficult, but I was very blessed and fortunate to be able to breastfeed and just loved every moment of it. Even when Rubes disfigured one of my nipples with her teeth. But, that is a whole other story.

So, with the information I just got from the Doctor and taking it all at face value, not looking into alternative solutions or even asking further questions, that night I started taking the medication.

Moving forward 2.5 years, I was told I was in remission and could come of the meds. YAY!!

Moving forward another 3 years, similar symptoms came back – nooooooooooooooooo! Off I went to the Doctors, bloods taken and, back to the specialist. He said ‘now that it has come back you have 3 options; surgically removed. Radioactive Iodine or meds for life. WTF?? Surely not? He said go away and have a think and next time you come back we can talk through your decision.

Surgically removed – which means still on medication for the rest of my life to account for not having a thyroid

Radioactive Iodine – which means I cannot cuddle my man or daughter for 2 weeks and can’t be close to anyone for that period. IF that is the risk for others what the hell will it do to me

Medication – which means medication FOR LIFE!

I walked away in disbelief. If I don’t do what he says I could end up, worst case, bulging eyes (I already have my bung eye – I don’t want a bulging bung eye), swollen goiter, or HEART FAILURE.

Then it came to me. Emotional Freedom Techniques/EFT or tapping. Knowing that EFT Tapping can be used for so many things, why not try it on this. I have used it for so many other areas in my life and I reckon there could be some unresolved issues causing this diagnosis.

With that said, and whilst gathering my thoughts and working out a plan, I took the medication again for a little bit, but after a short while decided to not take it. As I said, knowing the success I had with other significant areas in my life using EFT Tapping, my gut feel was that this would work for me and I was prepared to take the chance. Rightly or wrongly, that was my decision and I am not advocating stopping medication and would recommend partnering with your Doctor to take a wholistic approach to healing.

So, I started tapping. I initially tapped on feeling angry, sad and shocked the first time I was diagnosed with Graves. I tapped on being sad about stopping breastfeeding. I tapped on being angry that I did something wrong to have gotten Graves. I tapped on being angry about having to work when I had a baby and part of me wanted to stay at home and be a stay-at-home mummy (the other part was happy to work). I tapped and tapped. I went back to past memories linked to some of my negative beliefs about myself and through tapping on other areas in my life, which were probably all intertwined the end result was hearing the specialist say ‘you no longer need to take the medication and I don’t need to see you anymore’.

Joy to the world!

I am now very happily not taking medication and continue on my healing journey on other areas of my life…

Our emotions, beliefs and feelings can and do impact our health and can cause illness. Why not explore ways of dealing with your emotions to minimise the risk of getting an illness.

Using EFT/Tapping could augment your approach to your health issues you encounter and ultimately enhance your life.